Decisions decisions decisions. I've forgotten to say yes. I say yes and then second guess. That's no good. That's not my style.

I'm the type of gal that, really, just needs adventure. I don't want to ever turn it down. But, at the same time, I just want it to happen. I don't want to have to be responsible for making it. I just want to surf it, sail it, whatever. I just want to catch it and ride it out. Soak it up. I want to enjoy it, not stress it.

I'm eager and hungry for it. And here I am turning it down.

In other news. There are other things I'm not turning down, but I want to. I'm already turning them down in my heart. I'm such a foolish bird.